Wow wow wow. I never thought life after SPM would be so empty and confusing. There are so many options, yet I can’t seem to be able to make a choice. Should I go for Form 6, where I won’t have to spend thousands for education, but would have to go back to school which I despise so much? Or should I opt to take A-levels, where I won’t have to go back to school but would have to spend thousands on? And then there’s Pre-U and SAM, or IB, and-

It’s all just really confusing and I spend every waking hour thinking about it, worrying about it. What’s worse is that people keep asking me about my plans. I wish they would just leave me alone.

And before I get anything settled, I’m left hanging on a cliff. I don’t know what to do everyday, I don’t know where to go from here. Everyday passes by in a blur, with me not getting anything done.

I’m tired. I really am. Tired of this uncertainty. Tired of making decisions. Tired of this life. Tired of slipping again and again into that dark void which is depression.

Just, tired of everything.


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